Tag Archive: Posts tagged Bible
Happy Without Green Beer
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on March 18th, 2006, at 3:42am

I’ve had absolutely zero green beer today in celebration of St. Patrick’s Day here in the States, but I am happy anyway. I did listen to some Flogging Molly, but that’s the closest I got to being Irish today.

I don’t know if it’s just the aftereffects of the trip to Guatemala, but I feel a lot more hopeful about life now than I have in quite a while. I was talking to Jenny on the phone today (Phil and Jenny, you say? No way! ;) and she told me I sounded happier than I have in a year. Hey, that works for me.

“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1) Maybe it’s just faith showing through. Eh, who knows.

All I know is this: My life is not perfect, but it’s not bad. There’s no civil war going on (it’s not in Guatemala either, but they’re still recovering), money isn’t a problem, we practically drown in food in this country, my family is great (shout out to my parents and mis hermanos)… I could list so many things.

One weird part about returning home from the vacation/trip was catching up with all my friends about their lives. A lot of my friends have had some difficult or frustrating things happen in their lives. Broken hearts, bad jobs, bizarre relationships, etc. A dose of reality. What can a person say about reality? The bad aspects won’t go away no matter what words you use to dress it up and make it more appealing.

Sorry I haven’t offered a whole lot of conclusions here, but I’m gonna try to write here more often. At the moment, I’m out of time. Later!

Red States Ignorant? Oh, and the Bible is wrong. If you believe this guy.
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on November 5th, 2004, at 9:44am

_Editor’s note: I recommend that all of you read the article to which I am responding. Jane Smiley, a liberal, makes some outrageous claims attacking conservatives and Christians alike claiming ignorance to be the driving force behind all who believe such things._

According to Slate author Jane Smiley, Republicans “cultivate and exploit ignorance.” Really? I am _not_ ignorant about the issues and I don’t believe the 59 million people that voted for Bush are, either. In my own defense, I’ve read about most of the major issues in this election and I agree with most of Bush’s major agendas philosophically, not because he’s a Republican. I think it’s unfair to accuse 59 million people of ignorance because they disagree with you, and even more impossible to prove such an argument.

Her historical justification in the article doesn’t follow through, either. She broadly lumps the conservatives of the present together with conservatives of the past who, if looked at carefully, have many, many different social views. The “conservatives” of a century ago included many slave-owners and when she discusses the ignorance of conservatives he’s saying the past beliefs of “ignorance” are a precursor to the current ignorance.

Oh, and here’s another taste of what she has to say:

bq. Here is how ignorance works: First, they put the fear of God into you�if you don’t believe in the literal word of the Bible, you will burn in hell. Of course, the literal word of the Bible is tremendously contradictory, and so you must abdicate all critical thinking, and accept a simple but logical system of belief that is dangerous to question. A corollary to this point is that they make sure you understand that Satan resides in the toils and snares of complex thought and so it is best not try it.

Okay, Jake, Cora, Jesse, anybody else out there reading and fired up yet? Throw your best disagreements or inflammatory statements in the comments.

First of all, the Bible is not contradictory. Yes, over the past few thousand years, a few minor translation problems arise and we’ve lost the meaning of a couple Hebrew and Greek words. Oddly, however, these are minor errors and do not alter the overall content — the meaning and message — of the Bible. As far as contradictions themselves, I would challenge Jane to find ONE of any significance. She did not offer any in her article.

Secondly, it is ludicrous to claim that critical thinking must be avoided to believe in the Bible. I know numerous amounts of people who are highly critical in their manner of thinking who know the content of the Bible and believe it. Many great apologists in the last two-thousand years, including the apostle Paul, have argued their positions and beliefs quite logically, and many modern apologists also bring in historical, archeological, and other evidence to back their faith-driven beliefs. If you want one example, I recommend reading The Case for Christ by Lee Strobel.

She goes on to make claims that conservatives desire this ignorance so they can “do anything they [want].” She also, bluntly, says Christians have designed hell as a place for those who they “envy and resent” to go. Based on statements such as these, I wonder what kind of interaction, if any, she’s had with Christians. I also highly doubt if she’s ever read the Bible herself to see what exactly it says. If she did, she’d realize it hardly mandates a person doing whatever they want and it condemns envy and resent. Unfortunately, however, I would not be surprised if she is misinterpreting a cultural manifestation (perhaps Southern) as an example of what Christianity is supposed to be. As with all cultures, that of the South has its flaws and cannot be expected to represent all the truth and teachings of the Bible.

Further lies and other grandiose generalizations lump conservatives, Christians, and residents of red states together as ignorant, cheating, misleading, nonsensical, soul-selling individuals.

Now, for the few liberal readers of my site, I have a question. Do you agree with these kinds of statements? Do you realize Jane Smiley and others who hold similar beliefs back the Democratic Party and influence many of their beliefs, social, and international agendas?

I found this article rather appauling in its verbal brutality and unveiled despise if not hatred towards conservatives and Christians. She titled the article “[w]hy Americans Hate Democrats.” I would like to ask, “Why does Jane Smiley hate everyone who disagrees with her so much?” Her closing statement in the article: “Whatever their short-term appeal, they are borne of hubris and hatred, and will destroy their purveyors in the end.” Oddly, given the tone of her words, it appears she would desire almost the same fate for her opposition.

This Week’s Learning
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on February 29th, 2004, at 11:25am

The search for masculinity

“But the deadliest place a man ever takes his search, the place every man seems to wind up no matter what trail he’s followed, is the woman.” - John Eldredge, Wild at Heart - Chapter 5

Woah. Been there.

“Why is pornography the most addictive thing in the universe for men?… the deeper reason is because that seductive beauty reaches down inside and touches your desperate hunger for validation as a man you didn’t even know you had, touches it like nothing else most men have experienced. . . . You see, every man remembers Eve. We are haunted by her. And somehow we believe that if we could find her, get her back, then we’d also recovber with her our own lost masculinity.”

Yeah, that’s true. Unfortunately, this lie is easy to believe. What man hasn’t sought some woman (real or fictional) for a sense of masculinity at some point in his life?

“A woman is a captivating thing. More captivating than anything else in all creation. … Femininity can arouse masculinity. … But femininity can never bestow masculinity.”

Once again, true.

“When a man takes his question to the woman what happens is either addiction or emasculation. Usually both.”

Strong words here. The book’s got a lot of examples of this happening. Men who so desperately want to feel like men that they end up going to a woman to prove it. Once he’s given her the ability to make him feel like a man, she can also take away his feeling of masculinity. I remember Mike Jordahl at a meeting I was at using his pointer fingers to illistrate this point. The “man” said to the woman “make me feel like I’m the man.” The woman said “make me feel like a woman, baby.” This doesn’t work for either the man or the woman. They end up leaning heavily on each other.

At some point, people realize that they can’t run to another man or woman for validation.

I’m learning how to not run to women in any sense for validation of my masculinity. It’s an incredibly difficult thing. I’ve been looking to women for this for the last decade. With a woman or at least the prospect of it in my life, I feel like I’ve got a chance to “be a man.” If I could just get that first, second, and fifteenth date, I’d be a man. I’ve had a first-date, but never anything beyond that. I’ve had the conversations “hey, you wanna be my girl?” but nothing beyond that. And I have STRONG SUSPICIONS that if I ever went beyond here in a dating relationship, I’d still feel just as empty in terms of “being a man.” Why? Because getting dates, dating a woman, or even getting married to one won’t make me more of a man.

This chapter concludes without having yet provided an answer, but I’m pretty sure he’s gonna end up pointing to God, not listening to lies about ourselves, and not seeking validation of our masculinity from a woman.


Adoption by God

Children of the Living God - Sinclair B. Ferguson
“There are, then, two dimensions to our sonship. The first is re-creation (or regeneration); the second is adoption, God’s acceptance of us into his family. . . . The source of adoption is to be found in God. Just as we were born again of his will (Jas. 1:18), so we are adopted because of his love.”

He later discusses the prodigal son and also the attitude of the prodigal brother in the story. He contrasts the prodigal brother’s attitude to a statement in 1 John.

“Contrast, then, these two attitudes:

(1) ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders’ (Lk. 15:29); or,
(2) Look! ‘How great is the love the Father has lavished on us that we should be called children of God!’ (1 Jn. 3:1).

Which of them is more appropriate to your spiritual condition?”

“Our status is not a matter of our worthiness, but of his love!”

There are three vital implications of our adoption as children of God.
“First, adoption is not a change in nature, but a change in status. . . . Secondly, adoption into a new family produces conflict within the old family [i.e. Satan causing trouble]. . . . A third implication of the New Testament’s teaching is that adoption is incomplete in this world.”

“For the moment, then, let us trust in the wisdom of our Father in heaven who knows and supplies all we shall ever need in this world and the world to come.”

Philippians 4:19 - “And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.”

How little I understand this! I live with so much sin even though I’ve been adopted as a son of God! My only hope that this will change cannot be in myself for I know that I cannot produce such change in my life apart from the grace of God.

A Return To Journaling
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on December 4th, 2003, at 12:08pm

I’ve been journaling more lately. I’ve quite enjoyed it do to the fact that I can write freely and openly without the restrictions that writing here can provide. Yes, you heard me, I write about all the things that matter most to me in my journal. If I ever catch you reading it, I will take you behind the toolshed and brandish a PVC pipe much to your worry.

One of the nicest elements of writing in my journal has been the time I spend with God in the mornings. As part of my quiet time of reading the Bible and praying to God, I’ve been doing what’s called “Active Listening”. Basically, I take a verse out of a passage of the Bible I’m reading or read recently OR a verse on some topic I’m studying in my life. After that, I analyze it and pick out some key ideas, instructions, and meanings from the verse. Then I pray about what the verse is saying and journal a prayer to God or write things God is saying to me through the verse.

Yesterday, for example, I looked at Philippians 1:27 ’cause I’d read it and wanted to spend some time thinking about it. It says:

“Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel,”

Observations:
- manner of life should be worthy of the gospel
- stand in one spirit w/ one mind
- strive together for faith of the gospel

Then I proceed to write myself some questions such as “Do I live my life this way?” and a few ways my present life could use some improving.

This has been helpful for me recently. One of the huge topics in my life in the past few weeks has been trust in God and doing this “active listening” has helped.

“Trust” is always a huge issue. It’s an ever present element of the Christian life. It’s always possible to trust God more.

Verses Relating To Trust
Proverbs 3:5-6
Hebrews 11:1
I Thessalonians 5:16-18
Psalm 139:23-24

SCRUM, etc.
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on November 23rd, 2003, at 1:51am

Today included many things in three categories.

Category 1: Pre-Brunch
• Wake up to a country radio station
• Review some TMS verses
• read Philippians 1 (verse 29 says “For it has been granted to you that for the sake of Christ you should not only believe in him but also suffer for his sake, …” Life as a follower of God is difficult and includes suffering, but I will continue to trust in his promises.)
• shower (yay!)

Category 2: Brunch and Afterwards
• brunch (whee…)
• painting for an hour (only 1 window left to paint! 4 to scrape. So close! While I was painting, I listened to country radio. You can take the girl out of the honky-tonk, but you can’t take the honky-tonk out of the girl Yes, those are lyrics to a song. Now I know where Jenny’s floor sweatshirt’s came from. ;)

Category 3: SCRUM (If you were wondering what it stands for… don’t. I can’t even remember.)
• wallyball (volleyball on raquetball courts)
• “Chipotle”:http://www.chipotle.com/ (beware of the medium chille sauce)
• Grace Chapel for discipleship workshops, discussion, and prayer (I’ve heard these things before, but some content newly sunk in)
The Mask of Zorro

Yesterday:
Remedy’s show rocked. They’ve got some new songs now that’re on their upcoming studio release (recorded in Canada, I hear). For the encore they did the song (anybody know the title?) with Phillip’s bass solo that lasts a couple minutes and then the whole band kicks in for a wild ride. I love the parts in it where they do synchronized jumps.

Other thoughts
I wish one breath could convey all the things I’d like to say. I’d love to pull out a magic marker and with one stroke portray the sky. A lot of things in my life are changing. Under the surface. It’s good times. And… gosh. We’ll see where it goes. I don’t know what my future holds, but I am not afraid for God is with me. (Isaiah 41:10)