Posted by
Erundur Anwamehtar on February 14th, 2006, at 11:19am
“Hear me, my people: love is out there, but it’s not for you. Be happy that there’s nobody in your life to love and instead do the best you can to make your homies — your brothers and sisters — feel better about themselves not being in love either. Except for the ones that are, but you should probably give them their space today.”
I am all about the black coffee today. More likely, I’ll just do a couple straight shots of whiskey tonight and pretend I don’t care about anything.
All I really want is love, cafe mocha, and some of that 100% fruit-from-concentrate juice. But instead of wining and dining and smooth-talking my way through a romantic evening, I’ll be eating nachos, drinking beer, and playing poker tonight with a bunch of other singles, divorcees, or unhappily-married people. I’m okay with this except for the whole “I’m-lonely-as-hell” meme running through my life right now.
So I buy a lot of punk (or whatever emo/screamo title you want to drape over most of the genre at the present time) for the moments when I want to rock the sadness, and some decent indie bands for the more reflective sadness. No happy songs today. I bought Matchbook Romance’s debut album a couple days ago, but their new album comes out today so I might buy that. Or I might buy a better website. I don’t know. I want to get this podcast thing going.
But my music talk probably bores some of you. Let’s bring this back to reality. Oh, I know: random encounters of the awesome kind.
I ran into Nick at Starbucks yesterday. For a while, we went to the same church and he’s maybe a couple years younger than me. He’s a cool guy w/ a bit of a dark streak, but everybody’s got one of those whether it’s lived out or just emotional sickness. We’ve played a couple poker games together and whatnot, and he’s also friends with a guy I worked with at my last job (the photo place that’s since gotten rid of the mouse-infested machine and, incidentally, all the employees who worked with the mouse). So we talked for a couple minutes about things, he gave me Ben’s new phone number, and invited me to this Christian-group for twentysomethings in my town on Sunday nights. How tight is that? It’s casual, it’s kids my age, it fits my schedule, and it’s exactly what I’m looking for.
The whole reason I ran into Nick is that I was hanging out with my friend Mark. We had a good time last night. He shared some crazy stores from his experiences overseas, we both talked about what’s going on in our lives, watched a bloody vampire/werewolf movie (Underworld: Evolution — not for the faint of heart), and just chilled.
I really ought to be getting to sleep now, but it’ll probably be a couple more hours. That’s alright though ’cause I don’t have to be to the bar till seven tonight.
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