Archive for March 22nd, 2004
Lilek’s analogy
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on March 22nd, 2004, at 11:43am

via Lileks:

bq. Imagine if you woke from an operation and discovered that your tumor was gone. You’d think: I suppose that’s a good thing. But. You learned that the hospital might profit from the operation. You learned that the doctor who made the diagnosis had decided to ignore all the other doctors who believed the tumor could be discouraged if everyone protested the tumor in the strongest possible terms, and urged the tumor to relent. How would you feel? You’d be mad. You’d look up at the ceiling of your room and nurse your fury until you came to truly hate that butcher. And when he came by to see how you were doing, you’d have only one logical, sensible thing to say: YOU TOOK IT OUT FOR THE WRONG REASONS. PUT IT BACK!

Fair critique of some people’s objections to the war en mi opinion.

back in at least some sense
Posted by Erundur Anwamehtar on March 22nd, 2004, at 2:55am

I’ve physically returned to school. I’m not sure where my mind is at, but it ain’t “here”. I’ve got a lot to do to catch up. I’ve got a lot to do “just to get by”. Just to get by. Thinking that I live the right life.

My heart ain’t here either. Not sure where it is.

I saw “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind” recently. Jacked up movie. Jacked up lives of jacked up people. And I hate it that sometimes I feel like them.