Oh wait. No. I’ll let you figure this one out on your own. I’m going to bed.
Update: Thanks for the pie, Tracy.
Update 2: Uh…. ok. So I’m not thrilled with life lately. There ya go, I told you. Not that you couldn’t tell if you’ve seen me in the last couple days, but I digress. I’m frustrated with a lot of different things related especially to the impending future and numerous details I don’t even want to consider yet.
I heard somebody say today “12 weeks left in the semester.” I don’t wanna hear that! Why? Because that means 12 weeks + a summer course and I’m done with college forever. I’m thrown into the world and don’t know where I’ll go. I’m afraid to leave my friends behind, I’m afraid about how difficult it will be to find a job.
Presently, I’m afraid of all the books I should read, papers I should start writing, my IS English class that I won’t have done on time. The first “paycheck” I’ve had in a long time I’ll use to extend the deadline for the English class (web design — thanks for the contact, Jenny). I can’t do what I want to on my birthday because I’ve got other obligations.
There’s also the woman issue, but I don’t even know what to think of the whole thing right now. Being so near to no-clue-about-what’s-next, my mind is more than partly cloudy.
I can guarantee you I haven’t been looking to answers for these problems in the right place either.
So, what should I do now? What, eh, what? Oh, right. Well, that would be the obvious answer. So obvious that sometimes it’s the most difficult thing to do.